Got this as my first packer to figure out if packing is for me or not. Turns out it is and I love it. It makes me feel gender euphoria and more confident. The only thing I didn't like about this packer was how fast it got extremely sticky. I used it twice and I wash it after each use, after the second wash it needed cornstarch otherwise it's really uncomfortable to use. The caramel color seems a little lighter than I expected. After a month of usage, there's a slight tear below the shaft where it joins with the balls. Apart from that I enjoy packing with it! Definitely great for a first packer if you don't want to spend too much to figure out if packing is for you or not.